Having Lunch with Nicole at School is SO SPECIAL!

Eskimo kisses are so fun!

I FINALLY Saw My Daughter!!!!!

I had lunch at school with Nicole!!!!! It was beyond a wonderful moment seeing my baby girl!!

I am very happy to say, Nicole responded to me extremely positively. I was afraid since it had been so long that she would be hesitant, angry or something to that affect. It was the opposite. She was hugs and kisses galore with a huge smile on her face that wouldn't quit!

Nicole needs her Mommy and her Mommy needs her. It is SO WRONG that her "father" would deny Nicole to me and me to her. Heartless.

After lunch, it was naptime. I was able to go into the nap room and snuggle with her for a little while. She could sense that I wasn't going to be able to stay with her... You could see the sad look on her face. It was totally heartbreaking. She held on to me tighter and tighter. She did not want me to go. I sure did NOT want to leave her.

Needless to say, I am going to go have lunch with Nicole again as soon as possible. I miss my baby girl.

October 4, 2005

October 4, 2005.... Just three years ago today at 11:29a.m. I found out I was a new Mommy of a beautiful little girl named Chen Tong Shu. Her name means easy child. She was a happy, healthy, 9 month old baby who is now named Nicole Tong Shu. The call of the wonderful news came from Kim at CCAI. "Congratulations! You are a new Mommy of a beautiful healthy baby girl!" Wow, I was actually a Mommy. Nicole was born on February 9, 2005 in ChenZhou China- Hunan Province. Yes... she's my "chili girl". Three years ago today is one of many days I will remember for a lifetime. Nicole... Mommy loves you.